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why do all the bad things happen to all the people who deserve it the least..the pain and the heartbreak and the crying and the struggling .. But the ones who deal it feel no pain ever…how can someone tear you apart completely and then act like its nothing…like a piece of you is gone when it happens … Your heart was eaten up…all from one little mishap ..or 2 or 3 or maybe even 6. You try to make a return and put a smile over your face but all you think about is those long nights..when you were up crying your eyes out. You fake the smile because you never let an outsider see you cry.. But on the inside you have no emotion because you been robbed of everything. It’s so hard. And when you think youve forgotten, and you least expect it..you start to remember. Then you go around playing it off like everything is okay. But all there is in your mind is flashbacks and the words “keep smiling”. nobody seems to relate or understand your heartache. Yet everyone bombards you with their issues, asking for advice. Uou always know the right words, to heal THEIR hearts. Not yours. Youre really just trapped on the inside. You find yourself holding back tears in public. And one little song that tells your story comes on..and those tears that were once “forgotten” become the routine again..your peace and joy has been disturbed forever.